It's been awhile since I have had a steady girlfriend, and at the moment, I like it this way. It isn't that I don't want intimacy and a female companion, it's just at the moment, I'm changing careers, I'm settling in a new place, and everything is in flux; if I were in a steady relationship none of these possibilities would be transpiring for me. It's easier to take risks when the only one who has to change is me.
The other day I was noticing the pin up girls hanging in the room of my roommate's son, and I thought, I don't have anything like this anymore in my room, nor on my computer? When I was his age, I had posters all over my room of girls bikini's, along with the Playboy centerfold in my high-school locker; my libido with hyper-drive like a every teenage male.
Now, I more apt to have a group of girlfriends out for drinks than I am to have pics of them on my wall or on computer...and I got to thinking..."this stinks!" So I had to get me some nice wallpaper for my computer of a young thing and remind me I'm still every bit of the inappropriate male I use to be!
Now, that I do, I feel better. That is about as far as I go though...I never have liked porn, so I never fit in with the fellas that much. Even when young and out and the topless bars with the guys, it was the waitress I would get the phone number from, something about keeping me interested and keeping herself almost modest is something that I always found attractive...the combination of the "girl next door" and I'm that close to doing a pole dance is a "bulls-eye" for me...I can't say way but it is a winning combination! :-) it
probably has something to do with watching Princess Lea evolve from the snow-white princess to the "hot" slave-girl in the Star Wars trilogy as a child! Uhuihuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhh!!!!! Oh yeah, that's a good memory! LOL!!!
Anyway, I may not be the average crude son-of-a-bitch that rents porn every night, but at least I still look...and that is enough for now!
www.leSilencedeSion.blogspot.com posts and articles belong to Zion Amour creator of ZionsDay.com and IamZion.com © 2012-2013
The other day I was noticing the pin up girls hanging in the room of my roommate's son, and I thought, I don't have anything like this anymore in my room, nor on my computer? When I was his age, I had posters all over my room of girls bikini's, along with the Playboy centerfold in my high-school locker; my libido with hyper-drive like a every teenage male.
Now, that I do, I feel better. That is about as far as I go though...I never have liked porn, so I never fit in with the fellas that much. Even when young and out and the topless bars with the guys, it was the waitress I would get the phone number from, something about keeping me interested and keeping herself almost modest is something that I always found attractive...the combination of the "girl next door" and I'm that close to doing a pole dance is a "bulls-eye" for me...I can't say way but it is a winning combination! :-) it
Anyway, I may not be the average crude son-of-a-bitch that rents porn every night, but at least I still look...and that is enough for now!
www.leSilencedeSion.blogspot.com posts and articles belong to Zion Amour creator of ZionsDay.com and IamZion.com © 2012-2013
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